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Sooo...I came to the coffee shop for the sole purpose of making my car payment but that took all of 30 seconds and I still have most of my iced tea left. So while I have internet I might as well do something other than shop online while I finish my iced tea.
I feel like I've been super out of it for the last month or so; so much shit has been going on it's been hard to focus on anything, really. As a result I've been kind of lame, I think. Sometimes I want to be more social and sometimes I just want to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling listening to music. More the latter lately. Hopefully that will change.
I'm thinking about going to Adult Children of Alcoholics meetings. My mom has been trying to get me to go for years, but I was always like, no mom, I'm fine. I think entering the "real world" and no longer being distracted by college life has forced me to think about shit way more than I used to. That and the finalization of my parents' divorce. And seeing my dad and the affect drug addiction is taking on his body. All of these awful memories from my childhood seem to be surfacing all at once, and everyday I'm either really angry or really sad. I'm kind of scared to go, but I think it will be good for me.
Anyways, I always say i hate drama and here I am posting a drama-esque entry.
All in all things are OK, though. Work is good, (busy, but good). Things with Dave are good. My mom is getting her masters in a couple of months and publishing her thesis. It will be for sale on Amazon and she gets gratuities so anyone who likes creative non-fiction should buy it. It's really good.
My iced tea is done. Maybe I'll post another entry in three months.
I feel like I've been super out of it for the last month or so; so much shit has been going on it's been hard to focus on anything, really. As a result I've been kind of lame, I think. Sometimes I want to be more social and sometimes I just want to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling listening to music. More the latter lately. Hopefully that will change.
I'm thinking about going to Adult Children of Alcoholics meetings. My mom has been trying to get me to go for years, but I was always like, no mom, I'm fine. I think entering the "real world" and no longer being distracted by college life has forced me to think about shit way more than I used to. That and the finalization of my parents' divorce. And seeing my dad and the affect drug addiction is taking on his body. All of these awful memories from my childhood seem to be surfacing all at once, and everyday I'm either really angry or really sad. I'm kind of scared to go, but I think it will be good for me.
Anyways, I always say i hate drama and here I am posting a drama-esque entry.
All in all things are OK, though. Work is good, (busy, but good). Things with Dave are good. My mom is getting her masters in a couple of months and publishing her thesis. It will be for sale on Amazon and she gets gratuities so anyone who likes creative non-fiction should buy it. It's really good.
My iced tea is done. Maybe I'll post another entry in three months.