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It's Valentine's Day and i thought i would be bitter and so anti-love. Because i'm single and it's my first valentine's day without my mom. My Mom would always make a big deal about valentine's day and always get me and my brother something. She probably felt bad for me and jackie(my brother) because we were always single, well i was. and it worked it always made me feel special and it's better than getting nothing for valentine's day. Anyways, i wasn't bitter and anti-love, i was surprisingly in a good mood. I didn't realize why until halfway through the day. The reason was because i was celebrating love. i was doing what everybody else was doing on valentine's day, just without a boyfriend. i was celebrating the concept of love. The single way, by doing little things like reading Kradam valentine's day fan fic(while listening to positive love songs), eating valentine's day candy(like heart shaped lollipop and sweethearts), and watching romantic comedies. That was my day in a nut shell. I think the reason why i was celebrating love, because I knew that it would happen to me one day. Also, i don't have a boyfriend right now, but realized that being bitter and lovesick all day is not going to change or help it. So i had a good Valentine's Day. Which is funny because ever since the end of january i have dreading the arrival of valentine's day. Something that just added to the day was i realized today also marked the year mark of me making fan videos for my YT channel. Today one year ago on valentine's day i got inspired and made my first fan video, celebrating the couple Ollian(Oliver and Christian), in honor of valentine's day.
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