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i have been in the hospital since 6am thursday morning. i was in er ext since i arrived and have just been put into a permanent room an hour ago. their tvs are actually lcd screens and can access the internet. yay for not being totally bored.
i was having sharp pains in my upper stomach since 6pm wednesday night. i couldnt even keep water down and found myself vommitting foam when i refused to injest anything. pain didnt let me sleep a wink. figured i would continue to suck it up.. got out of bed a bit before 6am to get ready for work only to notice that i couldnt walk from the pain. so, came to the er. they said they couldnt believe how pale white and dehydrated i was. they had a hard time finding a vein for my iv and then eventully gave up on the attempt to draw blood and just pricked my finger and squeezed it for 10 minutes. yes, that finger is sore. had a catscan. had an endoscopy. am on a liquid diet. tomorrow they are going to cut me open and go from there. thank god, work told me they are with me and not to worry about them.. just to keep them updated. what timing.
my so called boyfriend has just about reached his point of no return. i am sick of this long distance relationship with a spineless guy who does nothing but reminise on how his last ex cheated on him, how her parents are vindictive assholes, who cant seem to spend more than 5 minutes on the phone with me before he finds something pressing he must attend to immediately, then pisses and whines that i MUST be with another guy because i am not on the computer 24/7. this is what i have to look forward to. honeymoon over. i dont fucking think so. i let him know i was in the hospital the day i checked in. do you think he has bothered to call and see if i am okay..of course not. i am over it.
i am tired. i am going to watch a movie. fuck everyone.
i was having sharp pains in my upper stomach since 6pm wednesday night. i couldnt even keep water down and found myself vommitting foam when i refused to injest anything. pain didnt let me sleep a wink. figured i would continue to suck it up.. got out of bed a bit before 6am to get ready for work only to notice that i couldnt walk from the pain. so, came to the er. they said they couldnt believe how pale white and dehydrated i was. they had a hard time finding a vein for my iv and then eventully gave up on the attempt to draw blood and just pricked my finger and squeezed it for 10 minutes. yes, that finger is sore. had a catscan. had an endoscopy. am on a liquid diet. tomorrow they are going to cut me open and go from there. thank god, work told me they are with me and not to worry about them.. just to keep them updated. what timing.
my so called boyfriend has just about reached his point of no return. i am sick of this long distance relationship with a spineless guy who does nothing but reminise on how his last ex cheated on him, how her parents are vindictive assholes, who cant seem to spend more than 5 minutes on the phone with me before he finds something pressing he must attend to immediately, then pisses and whines that i MUST be with another guy because i am not on the computer 24/7. this is what i have to look forward to. honeymoon over. i dont fucking think so. i let him know i was in the hospital the day i checked in. do you think he has bothered to call and see if i am okay..of course not. i am over it.
i am tired. i am going to watch a movie. fuck everyone.