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SO there is this thing where you get interviewed by an lj friend with 5 questions, then you post it on your journal and ask your friends to comment if they want to be interviewed.
Well erica interviewed me but seeing as I know for a fact that I am damn lazy I won't promise any of you questions.. you can ask to be interviewed if you want. but no promises.
If you want to ask me more questions you are more likely to get an answer because I'm still that crazy bitch that loves to talk about herself.
that being said:
1. When we were living together, (and I was a huge heinous bitch) - aside from my naive outlook on our situation, did I make you feel inferior? (Because I was always talking about my work out all the time. Was I one of THOSE girls?)
Did you make me feel inferior? no. Did you make me feel that you thought I was inferior? yes.
I was doing a good bit of thinking at that time. I do remember feeling bad for you, because I could relate. You had an almost obsessive desire to have a very set routine, and then whether or not you stuck to it would make or break your day. That kinda thing sucks. I know.
I did often feel that I wasn't up to your standard of what I should be.. Just that like how I was living/viewing/planning my life depressed you or something and you didn't want to deal with it. Even though I had been open about it before hand I felt like maybe it didnt really sink in for you until I was there and it was too late. But I was a bit of a wreck when I got there. So I understand.
Oh and yes you were one of THOSE girls, but it didn't really phase me much. I was snorting/swallowing my pills, reading 3 books in a day and waxing poetic about radiohead. In other words I was somewhat on my own planet.
2. Does life have a vibe of normalcy for you? Or do you feel like you're just floating, waiting for the real thing? (I feel that way, that's why I ask.)
A bit of both. sometimes it's the robot life. sometimes things are far too surreal. sometimes it's all planning and dreaming.
3. Do you still want to do makeup? Or are you leaning more toward psychology?
I'd like to do makeup. I'd like to learn more psychology. I'd like to be involved somehow in something related to film. direct maybe? I'd like to live in london. I'd like to travel the world. basically all this to say that I as usual I have no idea what it is that I am really gonna end up doing. Living day to day with a LOT of dreams.
4. If Jude Law and Orlando Bloom were in a burning building and you had time to only go in and rescue one of them - who would it be?
Whichever one would leave their current girlfriend/publicity tool for me.
All in all I'm not a huge fan of playing God(unless it's with the sims). Jude has much more in the way of talent to offer the world, Orlando hasn't had as long or accomplished nearly as much with his life. But what does that say about who should live and who should die? Hell if I know.
EDIT: Yes. Jeffry got it. Christian Bale.
But in the early nineties when he was still available. gah.
5. Do you still trust me?
Yes. some people would probably say thats stupid. but the thing is through all the crap before... I understood what it was that you were going through... I never really felt betrayed. I felt alone, and probably at the time partially responsible. I honestly don't resent you in anyway. Life happens. I could just as easily have done the same but I would still want people to trust me.
Well erica interviewed me but seeing as I know for a fact that I am damn lazy I won't promise any of you questions.. you can ask to be interviewed if you want. but no promises.
If you want to ask me more questions you are more likely to get an answer because I'm still that crazy bitch that loves to talk about herself.
that being said:
1. When we were living together, (and I was a huge heinous bitch) - aside from my naive outlook on our situation, did I make you feel inferior? (Because I was always talking about my work out all the time. Was I one of THOSE girls?)
Did you make me feel inferior? no. Did you make me feel that you thought I was inferior? yes.
I was doing a good bit of thinking at that time. I do remember feeling bad for you, because I could relate. You had an almost obsessive desire to have a very set routine, and then whether or not you stuck to it would make or break your day. That kinda thing sucks. I know.
I did often feel that I wasn't up to your standard of what I should be.. Just that like how I was living/viewing/planning my life depressed you or something and you didn't want to deal with it. Even though I had been open about it before hand I felt like maybe it didnt really sink in for you until I was there and it was too late. But I was a bit of a wreck when I got there. So I understand.
Oh and yes you were one of THOSE girls, but it didn't really phase me much. I was snorting/swallowing my pills, reading 3 books in a day and waxing poetic about radiohead. In other words I was somewhat on my own planet.
2. Does life have a vibe of normalcy for you? Or do you feel like you're just floating, waiting for the real thing? (I feel that way, that's why I ask.)
A bit of both. sometimes it's the robot life. sometimes things are far too surreal. sometimes it's all planning and dreaming.
3. Do you still want to do makeup? Or are you leaning more toward psychology?
I'd like to do makeup. I'd like to learn more psychology. I'd like to be involved somehow in something related to film. direct maybe? I'd like to live in london. I'd like to travel the world. basically all this to say that I as usual I have no idea what it is that I am really gonna end up doing. Living day to day with a LOT of dreams.
4. If Jude Law and Orlando Bloom were in a burning building and you had time to only go in and rescue one of them - who would it be?
Whichever one would leave their current girlfriend/publicity tool for me.
All in all I'm not a huge fan of playing God(unless it's with the sims). Jude has much more in the way of talent to offer the world, Orlando hasn't had as long or accomplished nearly as much with his life. But what does that say about who should live and who should die? Hell if I know.
EDIT: Yes. Jeffry got it. Christian Bale.
But in the early nineties when he was still available. gah.
5. Do you still trust me?
Yes. some people would probably say thats stupid. but the thing is through all the crap before... I understood what it was that you were going through... I never really felt betrayed. I felt alone, and probably at the time partially responsible. I honestly don't resent you in anyway. Life happens. I could just as easily have done the same but I would still want people to trust me.