just a few notes...
i never update.
i know.
you could say things are a mess.
but i'm alive.
i've lost some things, but gained a few too.
all in all i'd say it's been worth it.
in reference to december thirteenth...
"I'll idealize then realize that it's no sacrifice
because the price is paid and there's nothing left to grieve."
-fiona apple
and earlier tonight i came across something i had typed on october sixth that felt somewhat relevant at any rate.
i hold on to what i will never have in the back of my mind knowing that the only chance i've got is to go and let what would then be lost show the value of what once was held. but my doubts hold me here my feet clinging tight to the ground. the fear that i'll walk out that door and down that street and leave nothing behind. no one holds me back but me.
i know.
you could say things are a mess.
but i'm alive.
i've lost some things, but gained a few too.
all in all i'd say it's been worth it.
in reference to december thirteenth...
"I'll idealize then realize that it's no sacrifice
because the price is paid and there's nothing left to grieve."
-fiona apple
and earlier tonight i came across something i had typed on october sixth that felt somewhat relevant at any rate.
i hold on to what i will never have in the back of my mind knowing that the only chance i've got is to go and let what would then be lost show the value of what once was held. but my doubts hold me here my feet clinging tight to the ground. the fear that i'll walk out that door and down that street and leave nothing behind. no one holds me back but me.