acceptance doesn't necessitate change
and so then you realize that no one,
well no one in their right mind,
will ever see potential in you.
the most they might see is something to fuck
before they make their narrow escape
shes a wreck and she'll pull you down
my level feels nearly subhuman
my existence coincidental
i'm only there when it's convenient
and i'll struggle to keep it that way
people pleaser
and the more i try
the more i fail
to be anything more
than ego bruised beyond repair
and a body to destroy