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nothing exciting has happened lately. at all. school is going okay. VanHoe had a surprise party last weekend. it was mega fun and i took a loaf of brad from panera for her. it was the funniest thing i have ever done in my entire life. no more golf matches but on wednesday i beat my lowest score so thats good. hmmm... i am having fun with guard so far, even though im not too good at it. yesterday DARE was fun. after we were done joey jenna and i went to t-bell andher house and mickeys. it was super fun. ino dram right now, so thats good. me and everyone seem to be pretty good. nothing too exciting in the boy department. there are a few people who i would like to hook up, i have a couple crushes,a nd i am getting amrried on may 29. i was supposed to go play laser tag with this cute boy tomorrow but i can't becuase of lack of drivers ed. but whatev thats my punishment for not completing the necessary. i'm on a diet. i dont think it is working though. i feel the same. scales scare me. they tell me i'm fat so i try to stay away form them. i miss you. we never hang out anymore. yeah i'm talking to all of you. i never hang out with anyone anymore. i am always so busy. it makes me sad. in my free time i usually am at some after school activity or sleeping. i am always tired lately and i just want to sleep. sometimes i wnat to cry too becuase it makes me feel good even when i'm not sad. i haven't updated in a long time so i am kind of just rambling. we don't have much longer of school left. thats exciting. i ahve a lot of senior friends this year. i know i will be so sad when they leave. on may 24 i have a choir concert. you should come. it's at 7 at stockmeyer. you can come see me in my hotttt red dress that makes me look skinny and hott. =) i love singing it makes me feel good. i have been in a good mood lately. i don't really have any worries, even though im busy. i can't wait until summer, but i'll be so busy. i go to cedaer point on june 20th with my friends and i leave for russia for 6 weeks on june 24 and on august 6th is band camp. i won't see any of you all summer but i will think about you. but im out for now<3