sweet
I'll be in corvallis...today. lol. right now natalie and justin are outside. we all took a few shots. i'm kinda tipsy...and I want to sleep but I've gotta wait for natalie. I'm kinda oblivious to what is going on...I like this feeling thsn being high. But being high is like a whole different deminsion. It's like your emotionless...but when you are drunk/tipdy. It's like the wild side is brought out in you. well i'm trying to not be so...well tipsy. so I can drive tomorrow. Fuck this was a bad idea. we shouldn't have go tten into the cabnet. I know better. fuck fuck fuck. I hate this. I hate myself for being this way. I'm tired. I need to sleep. But I can't. god damn. I can't wait to see andrew and alex tomorrow. it will be fun. and in 10 days i'm flying out to michigan! wooot. but yeah...natalie I need to wait for her. she'll be back soon I hope.