no more drama....
i have come to the conlusion that much of the stress in my life is due to 1 word...drama. it's really starting to become an unhealthy amount. i suddently realized last week that i made the decision to go to law school as a means of escaping from the obstacles of living in the real world. a week after i made this decision, paid for the LSAT, and started taking a review course, i got a job interview for the job with the us attorney's office that i applied for. the interview was yesterday and i think it went pretty well. one of the men who interviewed me (4 interviewed me at 1 time) knew my dad from back in the 1970s when they worked together in boston. talk about a small world. i really don't want to go back to school but i dont want to sit back and look at my life and wonder if i could have done something more.
i think the loneliness of living by myself is starting to set in. it's been about 6 months since i moved. i am desperately in need of a pet. if i get the job with the government, i plan on getting a pet.
in other news, my best guy friend of a year and a half decided 3 weeks ago that because i didn't want to date him, he didn't want to be my friend anymore. he completely cut me out of this life. does this make sense...no? i have no idea what's wrong with him, but all of a sudden, he has become a completely mean and cold person. for some reason, i still feel the need to talk to him as a way of defending myself. apparently, i did everything wrong and i didn't even know i did it.
also, another one of my guy friends is mad at me because his ex told him that i was talking trash about him. i mean, really, what am i supposed to do when talking to his ex...defend him? it's a no win situation!
to top that off, a guy i was sort of seeing decided he doesnt want to talk to me anymore. just flat out....doesn't respond to me anymore.
so, i need a break. everyday it's something. i've had enough.
it feels good to vent.
i think the loneliness of living by myself is starting to set in. it's been about 6 months since i moved. i am desperately in need of a pet. if i get the job with the government, i plan on getting a pet.
in other news, my best guy friend of a year and a half decided 3 weeks ago that because i didn't want to date him, he didn't want to be my friend anymore. he completely cut me out of this life. does this make sense...no? i have no idea what's wrong with him, but all of a sudden, he has become a completely mean and cold person. for some reason, i still feel the need to talk to him as a way of defending myself. apparently, i did everything wrong and i didn't even know i did it.
also, another one of my guy friends is mad at me because his ex told him that i was talking trash about him. i mean, really, what am i supposed to do when talking to his ex...defend him? it's a no win situation!
to top that off, a guy i was sort of seeing decided he doesnt want to talk to me anymore. just flat out....doesn't respond to me anymore.
so, i need a break. everyday it's something. i've had enough.
it feels good to vent.