10 people, 10 things
List ten things you wish you could say different people, but you know you never will. Here is your chance to have them find out.
1. you need to come back into my life. i miss you. i thought after you moved things would still be the same, but i miss having you bouncing around. come back. i really wish you'd come back.
2. i practically loved you. i looked up to you in all respects for over a year. then you lost sight of me, and i lost faith in us. now i don't know if we can ever catch back up. i had thought that we'd be together for a lifetime. i haven't even mentioned the fact that we lost each other, and neither have you. we just pretend it didn't happen. but it did, and i hate that. i loved you.
3. in regards to two people, i miss our video we never made. i miss it so much, i was so excited to make it.
4. you cried twice, and i don't know if you know that i saw. people have why i've forgiven you after getting so worked up, and i never have an answer for them. you know why? because those two times pop into my head, and i remember that you care about me. but i would never tell anyone our secret.
5. i still get a little angry when you hang out with her.
6. i hate you. i smile at you in the hallways, but i hate you. you lied, and i still cannot understand why. i hate two people in this world, and you are one of them. i pretend i just "don't like you," but really, i despise you for purposely lying to my face to make me cry and possibly ruin one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
7. you better never leave me, grl. i don't know who else would keep me grounded, because, you know what? you really do keep me grounded. and you're the only one i can REALLY gossip with, and feel safe about it.
8. if the future, and by future i mean a couple of months from now, is ever brought up, you always ignore it. i wish so bad you could just assure me.
9. you're so fake it makes me laugh. i don't even care anymore. it's amusing now.
10. i think you're an amazing kid, and i wish we could become better friends. we hung out a ton over the summer, and i miss that. sometime, i just want to call you, and we'll hang out, without needing certain people there as an excuse.
if you want to know if one (or two) is (are) you, leave a comment, but, i won't tell you there. IM me instead, or i will just IM you with the answer. i'm sure some of these are real obvious though.
p.s.;
dennis cooper might be in LA the same time as kelly and i.
i really like neutral milk hotel now- i've heard their name for years. i should've picked up on it sooner.
it's only been kevin e and i in lunch this week. it's actually turning out to be really fun. we are gonna be like bffs after this.
1. you need to come back into my life. i miss you. i thought after you moved things would still be the same, but i miss having you bouncing around. come back. i really wish you'd come back.
2. i practically loved you. i looked up to you in all respects for over a year. then you lost sight of me, and i lost faith in us. now i don't know if we can ever catch back up. i had thought that we'd be together for a lifetime. i haven't even mentioned the fact that we lost each other, and neither have you. we just pretend it didn't happen. but it did, and i hate that. i loved you.
3. in regards to two people, i miss our video we never made. i miss it so much, i was so excited to make it.
4. you cried twice, and i don't know if you know that i saw. people have why i've forgiven you after getting so worked up, and i never have an answer for them. you know why? because those two times pop into my head, and i remember that you care about me. but i would never tell anyone our secret.
5. i still get a little angry when you hang out with her.
6. i hate you. i smile at you in the hallways, but i hate you. you lied, and i still cannot understand why. i hate two people in this world, and you are one of them. i pretend i just "don't like you," but really, i despise you for purposely lying to my face to make me cry and possibly ruin one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
7. you better never leave me, grl. i don't know who else would keep me grounded, because, you know what? you really do keep me grounded. and you're the only one i can REALLY gossip with, and feel safe about it.
8. if the future, and by future i mean a couple of months from now, is ever brought up, you always ignore it. i wish so bad you could just assure me.
9. you're so fake it makes me laugh. i don't even care anymore. it's amusing now.
10. i think you're an amazing kid, and i wish we could become better friends. we hung out a ton over the summer, and i miss that. sometime, i just want to call you, and we'll hang out, without needing certain people there as an excuse.
if you want to know if one (or two) is (are) you, leave a comment, but, i won't tell you there. IM me instead, or i will just IM you with the answer. i'm sure some of these are real obvious though.
p.s.;
dennis cooper might be in LA the same time as kelly and i.
i really like neutral milk hotel now- i've heard their name for years. i should've picked up on it sooner.
it's only been kevin e and i in lunch this week. it's actually turning out to be really fun. we are gonna be like bffs after this.