Oct 17, 2004 21:08
i used to have that feeling of life being an endless, limitless road of possibilities, blue skies, riding in a convertible with the top down, wind in my hair, listening to tom petty's "running down a dream" all the time in college. that feeling of being forever young, constantly excited, like a never ending adrenaline rush almost. dancing to u2 "i will follow" while double snapping and doing the pony... ah those were the days, my friend.
and its not like that feeling doesn't exist anymore, its just more subtle, and not constant like it was then, like in the hof days. with changing seasons it flares up, with holidays, traveling, birthdays, celebrations, etc. it comes.
college was better than i imagined it would be when i was in high school. after college has been, in lots of ways, better than i envisioned it to be.
i just don't know what i want to do now.....