Nov 12, 2004 13:00
k...so this is the story of my weirdest dream ever...the first part of it happened in really life...the rest is the dream...ill let u know when i change from life to dream...so here it goes...
ok...so i was like 20 min late to stat because instead of getting up and moving on with my life, i had to sit and analyze this dream for like 30min. so i have no clue what happened in there...but thats really beside the point...the fact is that i NEVER remember my dreams and i remember most of this one vividly and it freaks me out...i remember it well enough that im still analyzing it over 4 hours later...and again it freaks me out....though i cant really tell you why...well heres the dream...
Background: I live on an island (rocky northernish, not tropical) and theres this volcano on the island. Also, I am so high ranking person on the island (royalty, presidents aide, something like that).
Now: The volcano starts erupting and there are major earthquakes going on adn its my job to make sure that everyone makes it off the island ok...everyone has to cross this bridge to get to the mainland adn i am one of the last ppl on the island. I'm checking houses to make sure ppl are out of them and then i find this group of ppl who havent left yet...as im persuading them to leave, Guy I Used to Like/Not Guy I Used to Like shows up to get me off the island (heres the part that i remember better than anything else). He starts talking to these ppl and ends up standing/walking in front of me. Then he reaches behind him for my hand...he never looks back...never doubts that i will take his hand and go with him...and theres no way on God's green earth that i could have denied him...i HAD to take his hand...not in a "gun to my head" kind of way but in a "this is right" kind of way( anyone see any FRIGGIN SYMBOLISM HERE???) . We cross the bridge over to the mainland and hang out at this...well pub is the only thing i can call it...this pub until the earthquakes stop. Then we go outside and watch the volcano erupt and cover the island in lava. Then we go inside and talk and cuddle for a long time...like we are dating sorta...and then we go outside and there's this big parade...and i have to go make sure that all of my friends made it safely off the island...and everyone i see is someone i knew from band in high school...and thats the end...
anyway...after careful analysis ive decided that the guy wasnt really the guy that i used to like, he just had a similar body type...he was a little darker and a lot bigger than the guy i used to like...and didnt act like the guy and didnt talk like the guy...anyway ive got no real clue what the hell this means...and i think that dreams with this much symbolism mean something...even if its just your unconsious taking all of your stress and throwing it together...it still tells you that you are stressed right? anyway i think it means something and ill think about it more and get back to you about my interpretation...plz comment if u have any clue what it means cuz its REALLY freaking me out...thanks for visiting, come back soon!!