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I realized why it's so hard for me to talk to my parents on the phone. Aside from the usual unwanted advice and urging, and even besides the asking about my major and my life, I realized that talking to them and listening to what they say about me makes me see how unhappy I am. And, I can't stand making them sad. What's wrong with me... I'm really lost and lonely right now. Is that a song? Or just dumb.