NEW LEAF
WEll, I think I know where at least I am going today. I am goig to work on my marriage and really try to make things work. I love Ryan with all my heart. As far as the other person I am sure we won't ever go anywhere together much more then friends. I have to focus on my family, that is what is most important to me right now. I can't believe my baby is 13 days from being one. I start my new job next week! Hopefully this will be a whole ne fresh start beginning for me!