MY CRAZY LIFE!
I thought I was so sure of myself and knew what path in life I wanted and all to come blowing up in my face. In High School I was so sure of the path I wanted thought I knew everything. I would have never pictured my life ending up where it is today. I moved away from my home town which I miss so dearly. I have lost contact with most all my friends that meant the world to me. I got married 3.5 years ago to who I thought was the love of my life and had two beautiful girls with that man. My baby is now nearly one and not sure if that is the last of the clan or not. Should be since I was fixed and all (That is a whole new issue with many weird and possibly bad endings. You know what that means TS). I may be getting a new job soon and that will help with the way I have been feeling lately. I hope to start school again hopefully next fall, but who knows if that will happen it has been nearly 5 years since I have been to any school and I think I have found a new path for that in my life too. Hopefully I can mend the broken things in my life and get back on the track I would like to finish. I am just waiting for the calm of the storm. My heart is torn in two different directions , Asking myself everyday what the hell am I doing or going to do. There is only one person on this Earth that could answer that question. Well, I am outta here for now. Maybe I can keep this thing updated and let this be my venting tool seems to work for my best-friend.