Sep 24, 2006 22:11
I hate that he's doing this to me, and that I'm doing this to myself. I don't need anymore stress in my life right now.
If it were any of my friends, I would have told them to move on; he's controlling your life. I wait for his phone call every night, even if it's just to have him there as I fall asleep. And he asks me if I'm gonna fall asleep on him again, and I lie to him, and tell him no. And he knows I'm lying.
Everything would be so much different if I lived 163 miles away.