It was cold. Cold and wet, but it didn't make one bit of difference to Laura as she trudged her way to the first (and thus far only) bar in New Caprica City. Maya had decided to turn in early after spending the better part of a day nursing Isis through a cold. Luckily, Cottle had not had to be called, but Maya had decided to keep a close watch
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Kara sat next to Roslin at the bar and didn't say anything, simply ordered a drink, slammed it down, and ordered another. Truth was, Kara missed flying, and she was beginning to wonder what she was doing here. Trying to be a housewife?
Right.
"Hey," Kara said to Roslin, and she tried to smile, but she knew it had to look like more of a grimace.
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Then again, if I know she's supposed to be watching out for me, she probably knows I'm supposed to be watching out for her.
One mystery solved. But there was another right behind it.
"Rough day?" Laura asked wryly, sipping the water the bartender had brought her. If there was anything she hated more than getting piss-assed drunk, it was ordering a drink only to discover that you just wanted to get the frak out and back home before you were even halfway through the first.
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This was a mistake. I belong up there, fighting Raiders. I don't belong down here.
Kara eyed the former President and said bluntly, "Do you ever miss Galactica?"
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She sniffed at the drink, mostly to stall while trying to come up with an answer to Kara's question. "Do I miss Galactica..." she took a sip, clearing her throat as the drink burned its way down to her stomach. "Well, I certainly don't miss having every minute of my day structured and organized. Down here, my evenings and nights are pretty much free. And I've been meaning to get back in the classroom for years. I'd forgotten how much I love children."
She knocked back the rest of the drink, spluttering just a bit. Turning to look at Kara, she smiled ruefully. "Yes, I miss it."
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You drank after you flew. You don't fly here.
Kara ducked her head, hiding for a moment under her hair. She'd been growing it longer, lately, for no other reason than she could. Sam told her it looked pretty. When he said that, she wanted to hit him. She wanted to hit him a lot, these days.
Sometimes they sparred and he would look at her, almost like he was sad. Kara hated herself in those moments. There was nowhere here she could escape.
"Sometimes I dream about flying. I know it's frakked up. I came down here to be happy, with Sam, and I--" Kara shook her head and smiled grimly. "I'm glad you like teaching. It must be nice to have something to do."
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"Well, I had to do something down here, since Gaius frakkin' Baltar pretty much ordered me down here." she replied, aware of the petulant tone in her voice. Gods, it felt so good to be petulant when she wanted to. "Probably thought given enough time with the Admiral, I could get him to stage another military coup. Because the last one worked out so well ( ... )
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"I don't think I've ever heard you curse before," Kara teased her lightly, though that might not be strictly true. Roslin was as susceptible as the rest of them to being stressed. Still, it was amusing to hear the usually reserved former President swearing like a pilot.
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She snorted at the very idea. Not that she condoned murder (not usually, anyway, and even then under very narrow and specific circumstances). "You know Cally told me a few weeks ago that she and one of her crewmates once saw Baltar dragging himself through the entire corridor of Galactica by his own tie? His own tie! Now if that had come out before people actually started voting for him..." Or if Bill hadn't been so damned determined that I wouldn't knock myself off that pedestal he set me on-
"Would you believe I once told Baltar to go frak himself?" she asked, finishing the drink and signalling the bartender.
She stopped suddenly, taking another long sip.
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"And his own tie?" Kara rolled her eyes, dismissing that with a wave. Baltar had gotten considerably weirder after her one night with him--Kara didn't think had anything to do with her, for once--but she'd pretty much just been relieved it hadn't happened again.
"I haven't seen him, no. I don't really pay much attention to politics." Kara looked down, suddenly moody. "I don't really pay attention to much."
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"We would all like you to take back the Presidency, ma'am," Kara said, unthinkingly according the former president her title of respect. It took a lot of Kara to do that to a superior who wasn't her superior anymore, especially a woman. But she liked Roslin, despite their occasional differences.
"You should let him. We all need something to do on this planet." Kara did not often refer to New Caprica as home. She ordered another drink before speaking again.
"Sam's...he's fine. I guess. He might have a cold or something, we're not sure. He's been sleeping a lot." Alone. Part of Kara's restlessness was that Sam wasn't himself, wasn't up for sparring--or anything else physical--and she felt tight and constrained, unhappy. Her smile was no longer genuine. "I'm sure he'll be fine."
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I don't think this place is home was a halting admission, and she wasn't sure she was ready (or drunk enough) to admit it.
"--I don't think anyone likes Baltar," she finished lamely, looking back up at Roslin. "I have no idea how he got elected. I certainly didn't frakking vote for him, and I told Sam if he did, he could move planetside alone."
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She hadn't wanted another term. She just knew that Gaius Baltar would be an unmitigated disaster and no matter how much she wanted to, she simply couldn't step aside and let him bring humanity to his knees without fighting him every step of the way.
True, she'd lost the fight even after fighting dirty, but she knew she was probably happier right now than Baltar was. But she couldn't help but dread the price humanity might yet pay for her own personal happiness.
"You're right. Something will eventually happen. Could be a few weeks or a few years from now. But I don't believe for one moment that the Cylons are finished with us." she remarked, smiling at the bartender as he poured her another drink. He blushed and moved away quickly. "I told Bill that we had a break. But I truly believe that's all ( ... )
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Sometimes, Kara dreamed about flying, and when she woke up--sleeping on the ground, in a tent--she felt a disappointment so intense, she could barely breathe.
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She finished her drink and gestured for another one. As the bartender moved out of the way, she caught sight of Tom Zarek at the other end of the bar.
"I mean, this isn't Earth, so that's definitely missing," she attempted to explain her thought process. "Maybe I'm just feeling guilty because I'm down here and there are a bunch of people still stuck up there," she looked up toward the ceiling.
"I am doing something I like to do." Laura agreed with Kara. "But that doesn't really mean much if that's all you have."
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