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shit is so confusing right now.. i dont really even know what to do. im just living as best as i can day by day. i have no plans. im just preparing myself for what is on its way i guess.. so the family thing is a biggggg issue right now. that i have no power what so ever. like. i dont know what i am supposed to do. i cant move back home even though thats what they want. i want to be apart of their lives but its almost impossible. sam im'd me today being absolutely retarded. she needs to grow up. she in the one sister i cant see myself getting along with anymore. she just fuvked with me at the wrong time. i miss my dad. im going to see him hopefully tomorrow. and vince and i talked today. idk about that either. i guess life is just a blur
i give up. i really do
i give up. i really do