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[laura_kills_duh]

i have this weird feeling in me that is like almost telling me that this isnt what i want and or supposed to do with my life. im not too happy..  i am crying. blaaah. what the fuck else is new. this feeling is coming back... you know the one that just kinda sinks my heart and makes me feel like shit. i should nt have to be scared to go home.. or not want to go home because i dont want to deal with stupid shit..  this is my home. i should feel welcome... right? i dont. and its noones fault. and to be honest i dont want to live and deal with anyone right now. i wish i could pack up my shit and get the fuck out of state.

i think my depression thing is kicking in again...