on thursday, i went to talk to mrs veronneau h period because i was supposed to do a presentation in math on friday and i needed to make sure i had the right answers. she asked if i had talked to anyone today, and then refused to tell me why. anyway, she went on and on about how she's worried about me and doesn't want to see anyone take my dreams away and that she wanted me to live my dream and that i need to focus on myself right now. and all of it made no sense because i know jill didn't talk to her about stuff like that, because jill can't and wouldn't say that to her. and she wouldn't tell me who she talked to and claimed that she just knows my life. anyway, then i talked to jill and she bothered me about school and i really didn't need to hear it from either of them or anyone, because i know. it's my fault, i'll deal with it.
on saturday, i left leighs and was super late to the church sleepover because i thought it started at seven, but it started at six. and my mom was all mad that i was late, but she didn't try to call me or anything so that's just the way it goes. or the way it went. at the sleepover, we ate and then watched the other side of heaven. and it was about some missionary in the fifties who went to the south pacific and left poor anne hathaway home alone! and he was gone for two and a half years and was supposed to learn the language and convert all the people, which he basically did. and some other guy proposed to poor anne hathaway because she was all alone! but she said no way, man, my lova is supa christian. and he came home and married her. and rats ate his feet on the island. and i don't know that i really agree with the whole missionary aspect of christianity. because i'm sure disrupting the society these people had did some damage to it. and they were perfectly happy until some crazy guys who always wore
button down shirts and ties because they were so civilized tried to change their religion. and succeeded! anyway, this movie can't have showed the whole story because it is designed to be pro-christian or whatever. i don't know. i think i'm making sense? anyway, after the movie one of the leaders, warren, talked about his trip to costa rica about a year ago and blah blah blah. he talks about it a lot, what can i say. i tired of it in west virginia, and...yaa. then we ate and watched some other crazy movie, which i can't remember because i spent the whole thing trying to fall asleep. but it was apparently quite funny and john and i spent some time saying that the kid saw dead people because it was haley joel osment. haha. anyway, it was about how he went to visit his crazy uncle, well...his mom actually left him there so she could go...find a man or something. and his uncles were crazy and rich and they told him stories of adventures in africa and shot stuff and bought him a lion. and then he found the money and his mom's man was a meanie and suddenly he was old and his uncles were dead and he got alll the money and he met...dun da dun dun...eddie from the oc! it took me a while to place his face, but it's a good thing i gave up trying to sleep by then.
then we all got ready for bed and slept. clare and i shared a couch and we were in a room with jenette, john, and this thriteen year old named dellon, who is really hyper and kind of fresh but i really like him because he was so polite when i met him and i adore his grandmother, jill, who works with my mom.
and that is basically that.
on sunday, i came home from church and worked a little and then went to visit my friends lena and phil because lena wanted to talk about my senior project and because they are some of the coolest people i know and are the cutest old couple ever. and their house was nice and phil had classical music playing and they had a warm fire and...i hope i'm like that when i'm old. they just strike me as being so happy and lena always has a ton of energy and i don't know. anyway, then i came home and worked some more.
monday was a half day and i spent the other half working on my hamlet paper, which i finished to my satisfaction. and then i shared a banana with my mom and delivered my paper to mr heafey and i actually accomplished something whoo hoo. and then i came home and worked. tuesday we got out early and i drove john, william, and leigh home and got to see meredith for a little bit. and william and leigh got all scared about my car, but it was fine. and then we went off to the stearns's and eventually i returned william to his land and i came home and worked.
wedesday we had a delay and my car doors got frozen shut. so, i awakened clare and she blew dryed the drivers so that i could open it and it took forever and she had no time to get ready and that's why i love her. and that morning was oh so hectic, but i survived and was considerably late to my first class.
this morning, i got up late and was late again. and when i got to school i realized i had only one shoe, so i had to come all the way back home and...i just rule. it was pretty crappy because i was supposed to take the rest of my biology exam and i couldn't because i was late. and then the stupid sub for meh wouldn't let me go because i "would be tested" on the movie we watched, which was total bullshit anyway. and then, i had english and there were only five of us, so i once again did nothing. and then bio, and we did a lab. and then latin and there were only five of us so we did nothing, but it was at least enjoyable. and then, i took my exam, finally. and i did good. b range i think. and it's finally fucking over. just a couple things to write which i can easily do this stupid weekend.
i went to leigh's today and watched the designs window's
media player makes. they were pretty.
and...i've written this entry over many days, so that would be why it makes no sense.
take the quiz:
"which random irish gaelic phrase are you? "
pog mo thoin
pog mo thoin - 'kiss my ass.'you're one tough bastard, and if anyone doesn't like it, they can kiss your ass. you enjoy fighting and causing grievous bodily harm. hey! what are you lookin' at, punk?