crazy crazy
so it rained today. at first, i didn't mind being rained on b/c it wasn't raining that hard when i left calc to go to physics. but then after physics it was pouring and i waited like a half an hour for it to let up...which it kinda did and me and bj made a run for it. but to get into the education building(which is where i was going) we had to go through this huge puddle/small lake (which actually was nothing compared to the ocean you had to cross to get to the cove). so i just spent the hour and a half after that walking around barefoot cause my shoes and socks were wet and they were making me cold. anyway, none of that matters b/c after that i barely even noticed i was getting rained on b/c it just seemed natural by that time.
but that is so not the point of this entry. the point is that i had lunch with lauren and after some careful consideration we've come to the conclusion that my boyfriend might just be gay. what? gay? yes, i know what you're thinking. that's horrible. but hey, this type of stuff happens to me, so it's not unbelievable. i mean, he really might not be gay...but then again, i wouldn't put it past him. so now, what do i do? it'd be horrible to just ask him about it straight up, but what other option is there? that'll be an interesting conversation. hope it goes well! if not, then you know, it happens. i'll deal. so yea, that's what going on with me.
and in reference to monny's guy stuff, if you really want a semi-serious relationship and you really think that he is worth it, then just be patient. you know he likes you, so it'll just be a matter of time before he gets everything straight in his mind. but you know, if you think he's just making way too big of a deal over this then just keep him on the back burner until he's made up his mind and then see if you still want him. and to brighten up your day, just remember, at least you know yours is straight! love you bay!
but that is so not the point of this entry. the point is that i had lunch with lauren and after some careful consideration we've come to the conclusion that my boyfriend might just be gay. what? gay? yes, i know what you're thinking. that's horrible. but hey, this type of stuff happens to me, so it's not unbelievable. i mean, he really might not be gay...but then again, i wouldn't put it past him. so now, what do i do? it'd be horrible to just ask him about it straight up, but what other option is there? that'll be an interesting conversation. hope it goes well! if not, then you know, it happens. i'll deal. so yea, that's what going on with me.
and in reference to monny's guy stuff, if you really want a semi-serious relationship and you really think that he is worth it, then just be patient. you know he likes you, so it'll just be a matter of time before he gets everything straight in his mind. but you know, if you think he's just making way too big of a deal over this then just keep him on the back burner until he's made up his mind and then see if you still want him. and to brighten up your day, just remember, at least you know yours is straight! love you bay!