"...i will not make the same mistakes that you did..."
...the past few days have been rough...
...i'm doing all i can to make it appear as if this break-up isn't bothering me...bad idea...to accurately pinpoint how i feel about it, refer to the lyrics from "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson...
...i think what is bothering me most about all of this is that it just seemed like i had put so much heart into this relationship thinking this guy was "the one" and then all of the sudden, bam..."peace out, i'll never see you again."...
...and that was it...he had nothing to say to me before i left...he just looked at me with those puppy dog eyes, whether they were truely dishearted or not, and didn't say a damn thing...
...i know what you're all thinking...
...you're thinking that this is yet another boy problem for laura's never-ending list of boy problems...you've all put up with my complaints since 2000 when i started this damn journal...i don't intend to stop anytime soon...
...and so you're all thinking that i'll find another boy (or he'll find me) to love...and if i do, i think that'd be terrific...
...the truth of the matter is that i've only loved twice...bob and james...so this one, naturally, hurts more than many of the other ones...
...well, anyway, i've decided to continue my flings with bob whenever we're home for break...i'm excited for the summer :-)...
...i'm doing all i can to make it appear as if this break-up isn't bothering me...bad idea...to accurately pinpoint how i feel about it, refer to the lyrics from "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson...
...i think what is bothering me most about all of this is that it just seemed like i had put so much heart into this relationship thinking this guy was "the one" and then all of the sudden, bam..."peace out, i'll never see you again."...
...and that was it...he had nothing to say to me before i left...he just looked at me with those puppy dog eyes, whether they were truely dishearted or not, and didn't say a damn thing...
...i know what you're all thinking...
...you're thinking that this is yet another boy problem for laura's never-ending list of boy problems...you've all put up with my complaints since 2000 when i started this damn journal...i don't intend to stop anytime soon...
...and so you're all thinking that i'll find another boy (or he'll find me) to love...and if i do, i think that'd be terrific...
...the truth of the matter is that i've only loved twice...bob and james...so this one, naturally, hurts more than many of the other ones...
...well, anyway, i've decided to continue my flings with bob whenever we're home for break...i'm excited for the summer :-)...