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I just had a terrible night/morning. I lost 30 fucking dollars and I lost it this morning when I woke up in my car. I have zero gas, and I realized that the money was gone when I went to the gas station this morning to get gas and only to find out I had no money to pay for it. I made a drunk upset phone call to Kurn last night and talked to him for hours on my cell phone it was crazy, but talking made me feel better. I also called out of work this morning, I'm going to get fired if not now then definately the next time I call out. I hate my job anyway, I applied to pac sun and they told me they were going to let me know whether they were going to hire me or not either yesterday or today. They didn't call yet, if I don't get it I'm goign to be so mad. I just keep thinking that my manager now would give me a bad recomendation and screw me over, it wouldnt suprise me anyway. I need to go clean my room and borrow some money from my brother maybe? Although its doubtful he will lend me any, I'm so fucked.