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After Yelitza left my house today I decided to go running. Instead of listening to the normal mix cd that I listen to while running I decided to change it up. I was looking through my older CDs and decided to put in a Blink182 Cd. It was then that I started to think about the past. The past being last year and maybe the year before that, it's funny how music always makes you think of something or someone, at least it makes me think about that. In just 12-24 months ago my life seemed to be so much different. That includes all of the people I hang out with, things I do everyday and on weekends and sports even. I can honestly say that it has changed for the better. My life changes a lot, thinking back for as long as I can remember it has always changed a lot whether it be good or bad.I never want things to change, I hate it. The idea of things changing scares me, but once they do change I get use to it and never want to go back. That's one good thing, I never like to look back. I do however find myself missing the past at times. Today was an example. I use to be pretty close with a few people that I could honestly say were my bestfriends, in the couple of years that we were very close we had lots of fun, some awful tragedys, and more fun. No matter what things are like now, those are memories I will never forget. I use to be able to name at least a 100 good reasons for why things aren't the way they were then, but as bad as this sounds I don't even care. I'm pretty content with all of the people who are in some way involved in my life at this moment. Anyway as far as changing the subject goes..finals are tomorrow and wed. I have 4 of them[lucky me]. 4 in which I will probably fail considering I haven't studied at all. Way to go me.