May 11, 2005 21:05
MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS
IN LESS THEN 3 HOURS!!!
I have to say I'm very happy. I love my friends, family, & my boyfriend. I'm glad I get to spend such a great time with all of them. I know they will make this day so special for me. I LOVE THEM ALL!
Whitney made me cry today. :( I'm okay now though. It's just I miss my dad alot & in less then 3 hours will also be the 4 year anniversary of the last time I saw his gorgeous face & got my last kiss from him. Sadness! I miss being called his princess. I was the biggest daddy's girl in the world! I know if my dad was here he would make this the best birthday ever & I hope since he isn't here all my friends can do that for me instead. I'm going to try to be really strong on my birthday for him because he is my whole world & I don't want to disappoint him & cry over him on my sweet sixteen. It's just I can't help but think of him everyday.I know I will never forget him & im truely glad he made such a great impact on my life. I LOVE YOU DADDY! I know I'm stupid & this is probally making everyone fall asleep but you won't understand till you lose your best friend & parent.
Welp, I'm going to go. Thanks to everyone who listened to my dull sadness. & thank you Kati Bailey for being so sweet to me today when you saw me in the hall. I LOVE YOU GIRLIE GIRL!
REST IN PEACE DADDY!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCHO STEVENSONPOO!
I LOVE YOU TOO WHITNEY LEIGH! BFFAA! :)