Bidopshebopbopthongsong
Okay I'm sick of not posting I've been putting it off forever. Mostly because I am disgusted with my lack of comments and it makes me sad. lol
So lately I've been reallyreally busy with the exception of the last 2 days. I went to Vero with Lauren for a few days last week and that was fun. Of course I missed the most eventful night ((my luck)). Also I went to Universal with Jackie for her *SwEeT sIxTeEn* I hope she had as much fun as I did.
Man now I can't wait until my 16th birthday. Which by the way is in 43 short days. I'm thinking HUGEASS BEACH PARTY. And yes, you are invited. I'm pretty sure there's a three day weekend before my birthday which happens to fall on a Tuesday. I'm thinking rent a hotel. I'm thinking it's gonna be the greatest and you had better get me the best presant ever. Just so you know, I love peanut butter fudge, as well as cookies and cream fudge. One of my favorite stores is American Eagle. I'm a size 10 sandal, 11 in tennis shoes. Prolly a medium in a shirt. Could be large but let's just pretend all mediums will fit me. I don't want any dvd's because chances are I will only watch them once and then never watch them again. Unless it is the Superstar DVD, but I haven't been able to find that one yet. I just thought you should know this because I know you will all be running out to preorder my presant. K anyways I'm done being a selfish brat...
Oh Yeah, and I can get my liscense September 10th which is SO FREAKING CLOSE. As in less than 2 months. I think like one month and 28 days? But I could be slightly off but I don't feel like checking. No car in sight yet, but we shall see what happens.
So tomorrow I plan on cleaning and fasting, since today I did the complete oppisite. It was nice though, but somehow being lazy makes me more tired. Today me and Lauren went swimming when it was raining. There were no bathensuits involved. Let's just leave it at that ;-). NO WE WERE'NT NAKED YOU SICKOS. sheesh. Can't a gal go swimming in her pj's?
Anyways. Friday=Sammi Kristin Lauren @ my hizzouse. How awesome does that sound? I plan on making them color on the driveway with me all day because I haven't done that in a longlong time and I miss it. This time I don't think we'll dress Russell up like last time Sammi came over cause I got yelled at for ruining my dads underwear.
Speaking of getting yelled at I got yelled at today. And it was SOOO not my fault. Lauren decided to turn the showerhead facing the ceiling and my mom went to take a shower and it took a peice of drywall out of the ceiling. OF COURSE I took all the blame. Duhhr. We're even now for that whole lbm396 s/n stealing thing. =P
So FIT volleyball camp starts NEXT WEEK. Which is WAYYY too soon. And I haven't done any kind of physical activity in about 32984 years and I've gained about 5 pounds. I am proud of these 5 pounds and I don't want to loose them. Well I do but I don't want to have to work to do it. So I have it 2 weeks in a row I think and then the week after that I have coughbandcampcough. Please refrain from the jokes. Thank you. Oh but yeah that leaves me no time to finish my summer reading projects. Which I plan on doing the night before it's due. Every year I start out by saying how I'm NOT gonna procrastinate this year. I've decided to do the opposite this year and have no expectations for myself. That way there's no disappointment involved. lol. I plan on failing every class. See? Now if I get a C or a B I'll be ecstatic. Man I love this plan already.
Youth group tomorrow? I think I'll go. No Lauren or Lauren, but if Christina's going then I will. Because I haven't seen her in approximately 92382547 years. And I miss her guts. Okay I just made it official we are going.
I'm sooooo mad at my background it was so great and now it's gone. Plus now you can't even read what I'm writing because I have peach font. I have no idea why it randomly disappeared. I'm sad. And mad. aka emongster.
Oh so last but not least I would like to state I'm not looking for love like everyone else out there. =-O "WHAT IS THIS MADNESS LAUREN?", you might say. Or you might say "I DON'T CARE!". Either way I'll explain myself. I saw The Notebook like everyone else and I too longed for the love Allie and Noah had. However that's not how things work. Well 99% of the time that's not how they work. Especially in high school. Usually it's "Ohhh Susan said that Bobby said that Trogdor liked your t-shirt yesterday, so I'm pretty sure Trogdor loves you!" and then they go out for a week or 2 and talk about how much in love they are. Then Trogdor finds some other hoe, or maybe you do, either way someone gets bored or finds a flaw and they break up. Seriously there are like 293823 examples of that I could give you. You might even be able to think of a few yourself. That's really how it's supposed to be freshman year I guess, but it's quite silly really. Anyways, then there are the YEAR long relationships. I don't know how those people stay together that long, but I guess I respect them for that. I'm kinda glad I wasn't in any relationships like that though because even though it looks perfect from far away, most of them are bound to break up. It's not like they are gonna get married. Some might but most of them won't. And I think that's what like real love is. I think it's dumb to say you are in love with someone you've gone out with for a short period of time. I know I'll get a lot of crap for saying that cause so many people believe in love at first sight and whatnot. I will be the first to admit I've never been in love, I'm 15 for heavens sake and if I tell you I love you I mean it in a completely platonic way. The only reason I wrote all that is cause I have some friends that just go from one guy to the next telling each one they love them and then acting devestated when they break up with them and being depressed until they find another guy to obsess over and "love". I don't like listening to them complain.
P.S. NO that was not me confessing I am really lesbian, I do like guys and I think they are fun and whatnot and I like being with them, so you can quir worrying. lol and sorry to all of you who read that and completely couldn't relate and saw it as meaningless rambleing.