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oh gosh. i hate being so concerned when i could just be being very stupid but i dont know. where is he?? im not being posessive and crazy but its just wierd that he hasnt called or been online for this long . its scary. so scary. and i know i cant do anything at all so idk but i just get so worried and it dampers everything and i wish i could not think about it so much but it just - eats away at me . ay. and now im home alone in a house by myself and i really sort of wish i could make better use of it but now its kind of late.