yeah bitch this is it
I've been a lot happier than usual even though a lot of the dumb shit I did is starting to catch up with me. I caught a case for kicking the window out of a cop car in the end of October but I'm not getting charged as an adult so Alli if you see me in teen court say a little prayer for me. By the way I'm in love with you incase you didn't know. Weed money slowed up something fierce so I've been smoking up all my dad's stash. It's really good because I've actually recognized being high for the first time in a while. What I was afraid of finally happened. My right nostril stopped working. I cliqued back up with Eric and we got our old band going again. Long live Officer Down. We celebrated by going over some old songs and then skating for a few hours til we got bored and decided to trip. He had to go to his girls house and we kept calling eachother every 20 minutes to talk about the tight shit we saw. I ended up hanging out with my sister and her bitch ass friend Sara. Some time after I passed out they painted the nails on my left hand black and when my sister passed out she went down on me. Oh yeah I almost drowned on Thanksgiving because I got all shitfaced and went swimming ignoring the sign about the undertow because even though I've heard that Linkin Park song a billion times I had no fucking clue what it meant until I swam too far and couldn't reach the bottom. I got the new Eminem and Snoop cds and a new copy of White Pony by Deftones which was always my favorite to listen to when I get blunted. Encore is the shit and I almost cried listening to a few of the songs and Rhythm and Gangsta is just straight pimp shit to get blazed to. I started sippin sizurp yet again and it's pretty cool because every minute of the day goes by so fucking slow and I need all the time I can get before I hit adulthood. I'm so scared. Being a grown up is gonna just kick my ass I can tell.