nothing's gonna change my world
Maybe it's the turning of the seasons, the way that the sky is grey & the air is crisp in the mornings, I feel inspired to do everything at once. I want to go explore places, have new experiences, create things. I need to do more, only I'm not certain of what. I'm interested in so many things, it's hard to find direction. I know I want to design pretty things to make the universe a happier place. I'm pensive lately, reflecting on how much I've changed in this past year. I've changed jobs, friends, automobiles, apartments; acquired new hobbies & interests to replace things I've lost touch with, but I feel like this life suits me better. It matches my personality & the individual that I am at the present, rather than the girl I want to be someday. I have healthier habits, things are simpler & my mind is less cluttered, not always thinking about the future & worrying about finances or what other people might think of me. I'm more particular about things, the foods I eat, the books I read, the films & tv I watch, the clothes I wear, what I spend my time or money on. I trust my own opinion now, decisions come easier & I don't explain myself as much. I'm more in touch with nature & the city around me, spending time outdoors, aware of my surroundings & making my place in the world. There are things to be grateful for in every moment, I try to notice them now.
Hope you're all well.
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Hope you're all well.
<3