Dec 19, 2008 01:59
"bless me Father, for it has been 80 weeks since my last entry"..wow. that long, huh? it was fun to look back on high school and what my concerns were at the time. it's my second year of college now. i love every minute of it. so much has happened. there is no need to say it all here, because most of the people who read this pretty much know me and what goes on in my life. i can say, however, that i am proud of who i am now. you grow a little more everyday. i feel that i have more control in my life. every decision impacts the future, the next day, and the current moment.
i learned to not think so much, especially what others thoughts are. it's important to surround yourself with good people. while it may only be a select few, those few can mean the world to you. i love meeting new people too, because i know that there is a reason why they were put in my path. at the end of those paths, it is either for the good or the bad. they all mean something. that is why i like people so much. everyone has their own mystery. their own components. it's so fascinating to me. i love trying to figure individuals out. i love when people say "help me". making others laugh, smile, be happy..even for a moment..means everything to me.
on a more simple note, six more days. christmas, really? you came up so sudden this year. 2008 will soon draw to an end after. what a year...i have some resolutions in mind, hopefully they all get accomplished. i know i will be satisfied, even if it is only one. i am looking forward to the new year. i can't wait to see what is in store for me....