Vacation, All I Ever Wanted...

Feb 25, 2006 00:24

this lovely vacation is soon going to come to a close...it's been awesome though..i've been busy and out and about..i like that..being busy..i've hung out with Chris a lot...i slept over Sam's house Wednesday along with a girls night that night..Sam and i bonded and got through some things together.. : ) it was nice..and hanging out with her brother Cody until the wee hours of the morning is always fun too.."what ever happens in the room, stays in the room" haha..i'm sad that the lazer tag plans weren't able to happen..and it was all old people..that one old guy skating was preety funny though..Janet and i hung out tonight..chilling at the mall like old times..visiting my cousin at Old Navy and bumping into my sister..Barnes and Noble..it was all quite fun..she showed me a song that is freakishly ironic to the issue i'm dealing with..wow..i like it..thanks again, Janet : )

i also think that i spent too much time having fun this week, and not enough time on finding a job, and getting my homework out of the way..i go to do it, and i end up setting it aside to go have fun..and don't get me wrong, i would much rather hang out with my friends..it's just that i always say.."okay, the next day, it's all the books and me baby" but that never happens.."i'll get up a little earlier, get it all done, and have the rest of the day to spare"..and what happens? i wake up at like 11..hang around the house for a few hours..take a shower..and by then it's like 4 and i'm ready to leave..i really need to buckle down and get things done..and this job thing..everything i'm interested in doing, you have to be 18 for..and who's going to hire a little kid like me? it's like they will mistake me as someone's daughter or something, just helping them out for the day..i wanted to work at the day care like my mom and sister, but they're all set for the rest of winter and into the summer..i won't work with food..i would love to work at like the cafe at Barnes and Noble or Starbucks..but once again..18..so where does that leave me...it's like "where do i go?" "what do u mean where do you go? you follow the one f****in road you're on to_______??" haha Dane Cook..i like that guy..anyways..it just sucks...my parents are like, when are you going to get a job? but it's like..WHERE is the question..

so i guess what this all comes down to is that Bethany needs to get motivated. mean what i say and say what i mean. my mother told me that one. : )

on a happier note...Jill's show is tommorow!! i can't wait to see my Jillard do it up...lol..i love you Jill!

you know what else is funny but nasty all at once? the movie Waiting..funny as hell, but yuck..especially the part with the lady complaining about her steak..you know what made it worse? the fact that Janet and i got a cheese pizza at Panera today..and this cheese pizza had a hair in it..it just reminded us both of the movie, and made us even more sick..i guess you have to see the movie to understand..to top it off, we decided to put the name under Dean, haha..too bad the lady spelt it Deen..jeeze.

but anywho..this week's been good for some parts..i'm off to bed..night.
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