Ela has left a new questin to Klaus Joehle on the post "
Questions":
Klaus, thank you for your work, I admire you, and your choices! Have an even more wonderful and exciting life!
Love sending is the only thing that actually clicks for me of all the things I read about... I've been on this journey for a long time and I am a hard headed person... I don't accept help from other people easily... (and yes.. I know that is because some belief inside my thick skull) but that is my problem... for years I feel like working with my self... from the inside goes in circles...
My external life is getting better, and it's been fine and lucky... but it's me... I don't know how to fix ME, to stop the merry-go-round of my emotions and states of mind. It could be lack of will, not taking responsibility, but I can't see it. I see how I block myself... and I don't know how to change that. I've read all of your answers here, and there were some... that I knew but don't put in practice... hopefully you will understand my chaotic manner.
Well the thing is I do find that there are things going better inside me, I can't deny that! ...you see how my mind goes in circles now as I try to explain the problem I feel... it's hard to express it. I believe that change comes from within, how can I do that better? Is it just to have more patience or I should 'act decisively'? it is hard to post this comment... but here I go happy to be able to communicate with you and other people here... thanks for this opportunity!
Kostya:
Ela, just write a list of what you want and begin sending love to each of your wishes. I think good wishes for you are:
I allow myself to feel good about accepting help from others.
I allow myself to feel satisfaction with fast and efficient working of my mind.
![](http://img-fotki.yandex.ru/get/4400/kostyazen.a1/0_57446_6e7f5d37_M.jpg)
«
В Москве» на
Яндекс.Фотках