the here and now
right now i'm sitting at chuck's laptop in his dorm room. chuck is laying on the bed reading for one of his classes for tomorrow. he's so cute. i thought i would just add that in. i'm up at newbury today (obviously) with chuck celebrating our one month. oh my god! he made me shake and cry today too. i have to tell you what he did. this guy is like the best man ever. he walks me up to his room, like normal. i walk in and he's being all sweet and smiley and i'm just like okay whatever because i'm like that. he kisses me and he sits down on the bed and asks me if i want to watch some tv. i was like okay, cause once again i'm like that. he looks at me and says "can you get the remote for me from that box over there?" i corgially agree. i open the box and there's a note inside. it reads something to the effect of "i thought it would be fun to go on a treasure hunt today. first go over to my desk drawer and look inside." by this point i'm smiling so hard my cheeks were on fire and i was practically tearing up right there that he would even do something like this in the first place. inside was another note that reads "we're going on a long trip, we better get some socks." and there is a rose petal on the note. i was beet red by this. i turn around around and open up chuck's sock drawer and inside is a single red rose. at this point i'm crying. chuck asks me if i'm okay. i just stand there shaking. then i said "oh chuck, i love it thank you!" he goes "wait, wait, there's more read the note." THERE IS ANOTHER NOTE! this one reads, "you should put this rose in some water, open my fridge and get some out." i turn around, open his fridge, and inside is a dozen red roses. i am definently crying at this point and i couldn't even stand. chuck got up and even helped me stand i was shakiong so hard. there was a card too that says "you don't know how special you are to me, but i do." i was absolutely freaking out and chuck is having a ball watching me freak out. oh, it was so good. these roses are going on the mantel and when they start to wilt they will be pressed, because i'm like that and these roses are so special. the best part is though, i totally would have stopped with the one rose. i mean i thought that was it and i was already crying i was not expecting the rest. i was flabbergasted. i really really really like chuck. i don't even know if 3 reallys even cover it. okay, i'll stop but i just wanted to write this down somewhere. it was really all to much for me.
college has started up for me again. i like my classes and my teachers so far pretty well, even though i've only had 2 classes with each teacher. but, on my first day of school, i got in my first car accident ever. i hope it isn't a sign of what's to come. i hit another girl from behind at like 10 mph. it was really nothing, a fender bender really. but still it was scary and bad. avoid accidents as long as possible. but besides that there really isn't anything else to report. i'm hanging in there. i'm feeling good and am becoming more chipper each day. i guess the cloud that hung around my head is lifting. i hope it goes forever then i will be trully happy again. alright, i'll leave you all be now. i'll keep you posted on anything intresting. bye y'all.
college has started up for me again. i like my classes and my teachers so far pretty well, even though i've only had 2 classes with each teacher. but, on my first day of school, i got in my first car accident ever. i hope it isn't a sign of what's to come. i hit another girl from behind at like 10 mph. it was really nothing, a fender bender really. but still it was scary and bad. avoid accidents as long as possible. but besides that there really isn't anything else to report. i'm hanging in there. i'm feeling good and am becoming more chipper each day. i guess the cloud that hung around my head is lifting. i hope it goes forever then i will be trully happy again. alright, i'll leave you all be now. i'll keep you posted on anything intresting. bye y'all.