whoa
it's been 3 weeks since i've last written in this thing. i've been meaning to do it but i have not been home in forever. if i'm not working at target then i'm in leominster with jes, james, matt, and chuck.
okay i finally want to put to end some shit. i will never say the name "jay" again. we'll call hi brad because i am sick of it all. but i finally grew some balls and told that punk to hit the road. i can't even explain th anger i have toward him. i told him awhile ago over the phone some private stuff that he leaked to target people. i find this out when a person i had told him i didn't really liked approached me and started bitching me out because she had heard and i had only told him. and when we were at work he didn't tlk to me and just ignored me, not like i was talking to his fat ass anyways but what a way to be treated. so i finally approached him and told him to his face i didn't want to talk to him again and i can't be friends with someone i can't trust and i turned around and walked away. he knows why to. i hope he is hurt and realizes he can't pull shit like that and not get it in the end, and that was that.
BUT, somebody has been helping me feel really good about my self recently. i mentioned earlier about jes, james, matt and chuck. well, jes james and matt i knew from bfore of course. jes from college, jame from jes, and matt from james. but i also met chuck. chuck is james' roommate from college. he's so great. i can't even express how i feel about him. one thing is though he moves fast. i don't want to ruin what is happening right now. i dunno, i just dunno. i just know he's going back to school soon and i don't know what's onna happen so i just want to have this last for now. no worries, just now. ugh, this summer has been so fucked up, oh my god, if i don't have an ulcer by the end i don't know what will give me one. damn!
well, i'm bck to m math course i got an extension till the 30th cause i suck, so that's good, but i need to do this shit. i'll write again when i get more settled with all this stuff. wow!
okay i finally want to put to end some shit. i will never say the name "jay" again. we'll call hi brad because i am sick of it all. but i finally grew some balls and told that punk to hit the road. i can't even explain th anger i have toward him. i told him awhile ago over the phone some private stuff that he leaked to target people. i find this out when a person i had told him i didn't really liked approached me and started bitching me out because she had heard and i had only told him. and when we were at work he didn't tlk to me and just ignored me, not like i was talking to his fat ass anyways but what a way to be treated. so i finally approached him and told him to his face i didn't want to talk to him again and i can't be friends with someone i can't trust and i turned around and walked away. he knows why to. i hope he is hurt and realizes he can't pull shit like that and not get it in the end, and that was that.
BUT, somebody has been helping me feel really good about my self recently. i mentioned earlier about jes, james, matt and chuck. well, jes james and matt i knew from bfore of course. jes from college, jame from jes, and matt from james. but i also met chuck. chuck is james' roommate from college. he's so great. i can't even express how i feel about him. one thing is though he moves fast. i don't want to ruin what is happening right now. i dunno, i just dunno. i just know he's going back to school soon and i don't know what's onna happen so i just want to have this last for now. no worries, just now. ugh, this summer has been so fucked up, oh my god, if i don't have an ulcer by the end i don't know what will give me one. damn!
well, i'm bck to m math course i got an extension till the 30th cause i suck, so that's good, but i need to do this shit. i'll write again when i get more settled with all this stuff. wow!