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i feel like shit!
my parents left for their dream vacation in Hawaii thursday. and since pretty much the fucking second they left the house,i just felt really really bad. and i had my first panick attack at work, and since then i have felt even more shitty. work sucks now. i had an 8 and a half hour shift today. and it was one of the hardest things in the world to stay the whole time. i was physically shaking the whole time. the whole 8 and a half hours. if i didn't have a sprite next to me today i would have seriously been puking everywhere. and worst of all, i thought i would have a reprieve tomorrow. but noooo, wendy penciled me in more another 8 and a half hour shift. then i stupidly agreed about a week ago to take noelle's shift for sunday. so i don't get a day off till monday. i'm gonna be so sick...=.(
i'm gonna go and try to relax. ihave eaten 2 english muffins today and that is it. that's how fucking upset my stomache is. i just hope this shit gets easier as the days go on. wish me luck. bye for now...
my parents left for their dream vacation in Hawaii thursday. and since pretty much the fucking second they left the house,i just felt really really bad. and i had my first panick attack at work, and since then i have felt even more shitty. work sucks now. i had an 8 and a half hour shift today. and it was one of the hardest things in the world to stay the whole time. i was physically shaking the whole time. the whole 8 and a half hours. if i didn't have a sprite next to me today i would have seriously been puking everywhere. and worst of all, i thought i would have a reprieve tomorrow. but noooo, wendy penciled me in more another 8 and a half hour shift. then i stupidly agreed about a week ago to take noelle's shift for sunday. so i don't get a day off till monday. i'm gonna be so sick...=.(
i'm gonna go and try to relax. ihave eaten 2 english muffins today and that is it. that's how fucking upset my stomache is. i just hope this shit gets easier as the days go on. wish me luck. bye for now...