Catching Up
It's amazing how things all change so quickly. It seems like life is passing to fast, and sometimes it just feels like I am spinning my wheels. But I know that on some level I am moving forward.
Exciting things happening in the near future...
My Mother and Sister, and I have agreed to continue to live together for another year. We are moving into a bigger apartment on June 9th near 44th St. and Indian School. We all really like the layout, and maybe with a little more space, we will get along better, because quite frankly, we are all working each others nerves. I probably won't leave my bed room for the first week- lol.
Current Exciting things....
1. I joined a gym!! Yeah!! I want to feel better in general, it's not so much about a weight loss goal, because I am okay with my body (most days :) ) but I know I felt better when I was exercising regularly last summer, and I want to feel that way again. I am doing mostly, water aerobics, but hey it's a start.
2. I have started on my path to spirituality again. For years I have felt like something has been missing, and I don't miss Church, or Christianity, but I felt like I was missing a communion with a greater being. Last month my co-worker asked me if I wanted to go to a discussion group with him and some of his friends. So I went, and haven't stopped going since. It's a pagan discussion group. The learning, and growth, and conversation has really been feeding a hunger I didn't even know I had. Since I have started going, I have been taught the art or Reiki, participated in a circle ceremony (on May Day)- complete with the calling of the corners and a ceremonial burning, and I have began studding the art of Tarot. All in all, I feel like I am growing and learning, and I can't say how good that feels. Its been too long.
Interesting things that have happened lately...
I went on a date with a girl. And there is a second date planned. I have always said that I am open to finding someone special, regardless of gender, but I guess in my the back of my mind, I never thought I would really care or have a crush on a girl. I have always been a little curious about other women, but figured that was a normal thing, and once I tried it I would be over it. I can honestly say I have a crush on this girl, but it is different than any other crush that I have had. The date was like talking to a kindred spirit, someone I have known for years. I don't know what will happen. We both like men, so I don't think that it is going to turn into any type of lesbian relationship or anything, and if nothing ever happens, I still feel like I have met someone very special.
So that's about all there is up until this point. But as always, I'm having fun!!
Love to all!
Exciting things happening in the near future...
My Mother and Sister, and I have agreed to continue to live together for another year. We are moving into a bigger apartment on June 9th near 44th St. and Indian School. We all really like the layout, and maybe with a little more space, we will get along better, because quite frankly, we are all working each others nerves. I probably won't leave my bed room for the first week- lol.
Current Exciting things....
1. I joined a gym!! Yeah!! I want to feel better in general, it's not so much about a weight loss goal, because I am okay with my body (most days :) ) but I know I felt better when I was exercising regularly last summer, and I want to feel that way again. I am doing mostly, water aerobics, but hey it's a start.
2. I have started on my path to spirituality again. For years I have felt like something has been missing, and I don't miss Church, or Christianity, but I felt like I was missing a communion with a greater being. Last month my co-worker asked me if I wanted to go to a discussion group with him and some of his friends. So I went, and haven't stopped going since. It's a pagan discussion group. The learning, and growth, and conversation has really been feeding a hunger I didn't even know I had. Since I have started going, I have been taught the art or Reiki, participated in a circle ceremony (on May Day)- complete with the calling of the corners and a ceremonial burning, and I have began studding the art of Tarot. All in all, I feel like I am growing and learning, and I can't say how good that feels. Its been too long.
Interesting things that have happened lately...
I went on a date with a girl. And there is a second date planned. I have always said that I am open to finding someone special, regardless of gender, but I guess in my the back of my mind, I never thought I would really care or have a crush on a girl. I have always been a little curious about other women, but figured that was a normal thing, and once I tried it I would be over it. I can honestly say I have a crush on this girl, but it is different than any other crush that I have had. The date was like talking to a kindred spirit, someone I have known for years. I don't know what will happen. We both like men, so I don't think that it is going to turn into any type of lesbian relationship or anything, and if nothing ever happens, I still feel like I have met someone very special.
So that's about all there is up until this point. But as always, I'm having fun!!
Love to all!