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im full of cliches today i could puke.
i was just telling my roommate last night that its seems like things happen for a reason. if eddie hadnt left last semester, and if my roommate hadnt been gone for the past 2 weekends in a row, i wouldnt have met the amazing people that i have recently who have renewed my faith in not only myself, but also in how much fun i forgot i could have, what could conversation i could have, how much i could laugh, and how much i could like people based on their spirit and not because i was forcing myself to. it has renewed my faith in this school and that this is where i belong.
eddie and i hadnt spoken to eachother in so long and i was telling my roommate that it was probably a good thing that he left and its good that we arent so dependent on eachother. i was saying it with relief and resolve. i had accepted it and wasn't bummed out or upset about it. 10 minutes later he calls me for the first time in 3 weeks. it was the most comfortable conversation i have ever had with him because i no longer felt the need to impress. tonight, he tells me he is visiting me for absolutely no reason in 3 weeks........wait, what? ridiculous.
i was just telling my roommate last night that its seems like things happen for a reason. if eddie hadnt left last semester, and if my roommate hadnt been gone for the past 2 weekends in a row, i wouldnt have met the amazing people that i have recently who have renewed my faith in not only myself, but also in how much fun i forgot i could have, what could conversation i could have, how much i could laugh, and how much i could like people based on their spirit and not because i was forcing myself to. it has renewed my faith in this school and that this is where i belong.
eddie and i hadnt spoken to eachother in so long and i was telling my roommate that it was probably a good thing that he left and its good that we arent so dependent on eachother. i was saying it with relief and resolve. i had accepted it and wasn't bummed out or upset about it. 10 minutes later he calls me for the first time in 3 weeks. it was the most comfortable conversation i have ever had with him because i no longer felt the need to impress. tonight, he tells me he is visiting me for absolutely no reason in 3 weeks........wait, what? ridiculous.