har har
Considering I've had the worst crushing down less than 12 hours ago and on my way to total devastation in an ugly pit,
I am surprising fine now. Ha. I am so good in this whole self-delusion and running away thing. I nearly went hysterical reading some awful things I should never read so was feeling utterly crushed and horrified and ready to stab anybody, just that too bad it was 3.41am and no one will entertain me. Meh. I am so good at grumbling. If I continue like this I see grumbling into 2 years in good old vj and I might go down in the books as the whiniest and crankiest git the school ever saw. Oh I will so cramp the school style. Bleah.
I think, (I scarcely dare believe!) that I am actually, okay now. Nothing evil sprouting inside me now. I feel totally with myself, om. And I will slowly, steadily make my way to the room behind me and clean and pack and tidy it and make it presentable for next year. Yeah.
I feel so whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny. Whine Whine whine.
I am surprising fine now. Ha. I am so good in this whole self-delusion and running away thing. I nearly went hysterical reading some awful things I should never read so was feeling utterly crushed and horrified and ready to stab anybody, just that too bad it was 3.41am and no one will entertain me. Meh. I am so good at grumbling. If I continue like this I see grumbling into 2 years in good old vj and I might go down in the books as the whiniest and crankiest git the school ever saw. Oh I will so cramp the school style. Bleah.
I think, (I scarcely dare believe!) that I am actually, okay now. Nothing evil sprouting inside me now. I feel totally with myself, om. And I will slowly, steadily make my way to the room behind me and clean and pack and tidy it and make it presentable for next year. Yeah.
I feel so whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny whiny. Whine Whine whine.