Sep 27, 2006 19:40
School is blah, I feel like I have no reason to be there and I just want to get on with my life and with what I want to do. I'm getting good grades and everything already, I just don't feel motivated to be there. I only actually enjoy 2 of my classes and taking Peer Tutoring turned out to just be a very bad idea.
I miss a lot of my friends; I'm having a good time with the people I go to school with but I miss everyone else. I don't get to see anybody that often because we all work and half of us go to school. It'll get better once things slow down I'm sure.
When did people stop listening to themselves and start letting other people dictate their lives? It's your life! It's not your boyfriend, girlfriend, or anybody else's choice who you talk to and who you are friends with. You can't just give up a friendship because it pisses somebody else off.
Right now, I'm living with no regrets. I don't regret anything that I've done lately, believe it or not. Yeah, some things may have been a little bit (morally) wrong but it won't be a big deal as long as nobody makes it a big deal. Things will work out in the long run. And it was fun when it happened.
My ex-boyfriend needs to stop being a titty and make up his mind about life. I'm not waiting for him to decide and we'll see what happens when he decides to stop being a douche, haha. Probably nothing.