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[laughinbymyself]

So today started off not so great and ended AMAZINGLY.

I realized today ( not that I didn't already know haha) that I have the best friends in the world.
Honestly.

It really has been a long time since I was truly happy, and now since summer has started, it's all I ever am.

I feel like I've been given a chance to start over, a clean slate. It's the most amazing feeling ever.

And today, I realized how ready I am for the future. With friends like mine, how could I not be? They love me despite all my strangeness and all my faults. They love ME.

And I don't think it's ever really hit me like today. I'm not really sure what triggered it, but I was just so happy today, so free from anything that has hurt me in the past year and a half, that I felt whole again. haha as weird as that sounds, I felt like I could love completely again.

I really am so in love with life
I feel fresh haha
and I feel like I could laugh for no reason
and I love it

I'm so happy

Thank you everyone for everything
even if you think you didn't do anything
thank you anyway

♥