I know..haha but this is important

[laughinbymyself]

so,

I know I said I would never post in here again but I've decided to create a new livejournal username

one that isn't so full of me I guess haha, if you want to add me it's "i_am_mrs_nezbit" hehehe

anyway I'm glad I'm finally able to let go of things

I'm..I'm going to be ok I think

whether if this continues, or if i really decide to cut everything off

but either way, I'm moving on.

and it's really nice, suddenly things that would have crushed me before, aren't bothering me

and I mean I'll never fully let go, I don't think anyone ever does or can, but I'm letting go enough to have closure.

Something that I've been praying to happen for the past year

but I would say that I wouldn't trade what has happened in for anything. I guess things happen for a reason and even though i don't fully understand why I had to have my heart broken for a third time, I know that i'm glad I gave it in the first place.

What can I say? :) I tried my best and it wasn't enough. I wasn't good enough for him...

but who knows haha? that guy in the black sweatshirt that I've been seeing around was pretty cute..

haha yeah...

I'm going to be ok :)