the best thing about the rain is no one can tell you're crying....

[laughinbymyself]

I'm becoming very good at sacrificing things in order to make other people happy.

and now

my brain hurts
my throat hurts
and my feelings are hurt

why do people do this to me?

I'm trying my best to make everyone happy.

I really am trying

but it's getting hard

and suddenly I'm not finding joy in helping people

only pain

please forgive me for finally breaking,

I just can't do it anymore.