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ooh hey livejournal!
So I am at a computer lab, an asian girl is sitting across from me, but it looks like she is starring at me when shes on her computer
its freaking me out
my boyfriend is ridiculous
I guess we are at a very strange stage in our relationship. I've discovered things about him that I'm not sure about
and whether or not you should let them person who hurt me mend me.
we'll see in time I guess.
I know I should be writing a ton of stuff so I can remember this all later. But I don't know. I mean I am a junior at CMU, this is my last semester before I go to Western, my mom found a cat? haha and I'm going to take care of it for a while
Me and Ben have been dating for almost a year (OCT 11!!!) and uh yeah.
I gues life is way messier than I ever thought
sometimes I just want to sail away on a ship and forget everything, oh waaait. I always want to do that. I guess I just need to figure myself out and complete myself before I let someone complete me.
oh yeah and Prof Hernandez is still texting me/ trying to convince me my boyfriend aren't compatible.
I'm not sure if I'm just going through some crazy phase like I always do every few years, or if this is just the end of something I thought would last much longer
I dont' want to hurt him. I really don't. It's just, he hurt me. Should I stay or should I go?
I don't know what I want. Or what I need.
or what makes me happy?
So I am at a computer lab, an asian girl is sitting across from me, but it looks like she is starring at me when shes on her computer
its freaking me out
my boyfriend is ridiculous
I guess we are at a very strange stage in our relationship. I've discovered things about him that I'm not sure about
and whether or not you should let them person who hurt me mend me.
we'll see in time I guess.
I know I should be writing a ton of stuff so I can remember this all later. But I don't know. I mean I am a junior at CMU, this is my last semester before I go to Western, my mom found a cat? haha and I'm going to take care of it for a while
Me and Ben have been dating for almost a year (OCT 11!!!) and uh yeah.
I gues life is way messier than I ever thought
sometimes I just want to sail away on a ship and forget everything, oh waaait. I always want to do that. I guess I just need to figure myself out and complete myself before I let someone complete me.
oh yeah and Prof Hernandez is still texting me/ trying to convince me my boyfriend aren't compatible.
I'm not sure if I'm just going through some crazy phase like I always do every few years, or if this is just the end of something I thought would last much longer
I dont' want to hurt him. I really don't. It's just, he hurt me. Should I stay or should I go?
I don't know what I want. Or what I need.
or what makes me happy?