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I've been sitting down and playing the bass for a while, it's really relaxing. Except when you don't want to pay for tab books and have to resort to googling them. But naturally you can't find the song you are looking for. BAH.
I've finished my day of 5 classes. I'm worried about this semester, last semester I had the most amazing professors ever imaginable and took the coolest classes. This semester I'm taking 100 classes (which I didn't take first, hehe..) and they're really stupid. I feel like an idiot when I'm sitting through one of the watered down lectures. I miss my 300 classes :(. and Professor Sheptoski, ironically he's in Florida right now, I need my professor to tell me stories of all the concerts he's been too, and all the people he's beat up (long story..)
I thought it was Tuesday, I was absolutetly positive, I came back from class, ate early cause I knew if I didn't I'd throw up during practice, then I sat and did homework and played bass and what-not, I didn't go to pilates, DAMN.
I went home this weekend, for a day, it was really productive.
Actually it was, it was probably the best trip home ever. I didn't get hassled about random things, my parents were happy, my dad didn't seem sad or anything. It was really great to see them like this.
I don't normally let things get to me, I just hold it in inside, studying sociology has also confirmed that if you don't make big things out of small things (over-react) then you won't cry as much in general, I'm not sure if I worded that right. But it's the same as aggression, the more aggression you let out, the more aggressive tendencies you will have in the future.
What I'm getting at is how good it was to see my dad not thinking about what he used to be able to do, and what he can't do now. Instead we took Harmonica lessons via youtube. haha, it was fun. I even found my old harmonica so I could practice when I'm up here and when I go home next we can play together.
It's nice to see him happy again <3
I've finished my day of 5 classes. I'm worried about this semester, last semester I had the most amazing professors ever imaginable and took the coolest classes. This semester I'm taking 100 classes (which I didn't take first, hehe..) and they're really stupid. I feel like an idiot when I'm sitting through one of the watered down lectures. I miss my 300 classes :(. and Professor Sheptoski, ironically he's in Florida right now, I need my professor to tell me stories of all the concerts he's been too, and all the people he's beat up (long story..)
I thought it was Tuesday, I was absolutetly positive, I came back from class, ate early cause I knew if I didn't I'd throw up during practice, then I sat and did homework and played bass and what-not, I didn't go to pilates, DAMN.
I went home this weekend, for a day, it was really productive.
Actually it was, it was probably the best trip home ever. I didn't get hassled about random things, my parents were happy, my dad didn't seem sad or anything. It was really great to see them like this.
I don't normally let things get to me, I just hold it in inside, studying sociology has also confirmed that if you don't make big things out of small things (over-react) then you won't cry as much in general, I'm not sure if I worded that right. But it's the same as aggression, the more aggression you let out, the more aggressive tendencies you will have in the future.
What I'm getting at is how good it was to see my dad not thinking about what he used to be able to do, and what he can't do now. Instead we took Harmonica lessons via youtube. haha, it was fun. I even found my old harmonica so I could practice when I'm up here and when I go home next we can play together.
It's nice to see him happy again <3