twenty eight;
I am so confused right now. I am at Leah's and very bored so I have a lot of time to think you know.. lol. Well Derek's over. All this thinking is going towards Leah I ensure you. I am worried about her. She likes him so much and I think he is just using her. Just to make out and feel her up and what ever else he can get out of her. I thought it wasn't true since they are so cute together but then I sayed him if he was going to dump his girlfriend (YES HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND) and he said "yes" and then I asked if he was going to ask her out and he said nothing. I was like argggg. Then I asked him if he even liked her, to ensure he wasn't doing anythong of bad intensions of coarse, he said "...yeah..." i'm worried becuase I don't want to tell her and upset her or anything but I think in the end she will be worse off if he is using her and she finds out. She can't take this after 'all she's been through' and I have no one to talk to about any of it really. I can't talk to Maggie since I am still mad at her for bailing on our plans, Ryanna is gone ofr two weeks, I could talk to Rebecca but I am scared she will talk. Oh well. I figure it out... I hope.