six; things are getting really hard..
I have been having a really hard time lately. I am keeping all my anger and pain in and not telling people becuase I know how hard it is to hear, I don't want to cause anyone else that pain that I get from everyone. Everything is my fault again, I can't talk to my friends or joke around without it being more and it's just redicious and I can't stay things right now. I can't wait until school ends, the stress of school work is just making everything so much harder on me since I know I am slacking, it's like finally when my work counts I get a huge ton dropped on me and I have to deal with everything at once and I'm just so tired ot it... tire of everything. I don't even know who to talk to anymore.. my closest friends are the biggest problem it seems. The worst thing is... they don't even know it. I don't even get to sleep so it seems like I am doing all this with a low energy level. It's so hard to keep a smile on when I can't even concentrate. When I had no one to turn to I found my mom. My mom truely is my best friend. I will not deny, I love her to death and shes the only person in the world I will ever trust 100%.
I know things are never going to be perfect and complaining about shit won't make it go away but sometimes you just need to explode. Right now I that's really what I needed. Finally the May long weekend, I can just relax and hopfully get rid of some of this stress. I'll hang out with my friends and pretend like everything is okay, if the walls cave in them maybe I can just confess and tell them the truth about everything. Even if it hurts them as much as it hurts me.
Anyways, enough mopeing around, I need to talk about the biggest event.. ever*
CSI Finale!
It was soooooooooo thrilling! Just to say.. THANK GOD NICK LIVES! If he died, I would have died.
Just to sum up the eppiosde;
Nick is snached at a crime scene and wakes up in a coffin! He flips out (DUH, who wouldn't), a package is delieved to the Crime lab and it's a clip that allows them to view a webcam into Nick's casket. After two minutes the webcam will shut of and they will have to click "watch" again. Every time they click watch a larg light at the bottom of the coffin come on and when the light comes on the fan that pumps air to the coffin shuts off, giving Nick less and less time to live. The kidnapper wants one millin dollars or Nick dies so Catherine goes to her father to get it, aww. She gives it to Grissom and he delievers the money, but the man didn't have the money in mind at all. He blew himself up trying to bring Grissom along with him but thankfully didn't. Meanwhile, Nick figures out the fan/light situation and shoots out the light, Warrick thinks Nick shot himself until he reappears after crazking a glos stick, Warrick then understands the reasoning behind the sun. They start to investigate the building the man was using to communicate with them in and discover a plexy-glass coffin, like the one used to bury Nick, with a dog inside. They birng it to the lab to try and understand every square inch of it. Brass and Sara meet with the kidnappers daughter who is serving time, they son discover the motive was get a CSI to follow the evidence and then kill him (bringing as many CSIs down as possible) just being that's what they do "follow the evidence". The glass starts to break in Nick's coffin and red arts get in at Nick and start to eat him alive. Grissom freezes a picture and looks up about the insects and narrow Nick's destination down to a Nursery. After meeting with the kidnappers daughter Sara knows the Nursey is one that she used to own, (she used to study and plant plants), and the whole CSI team heads there. With only minutes left Catherine picks up on the webcam signal and follows it to the site. They begin to dig Nick up when the alarm to alert them when the battery for the fan supplying Nick with air will run out. When Nick notices the fan going out he reachs for the gun and puts it to his throat, trying to work up the currage to pull the tirgger. Warrick lits the coffin top and clears away the dirt. Nick puts the gun down and cries with joy. Greg kills all the ants and before takin the lid off Catheirne gets a call from Hodges, there are live explosives under Nick and if he is taken out they will blow everyone up. Catherine screams and tells everyone to get away from Nick. Everyone backs away but Warrick who says he won't leave without Nick. Grissom gets an idea to replace Nick's body with dirt and pull him up to delay the explosion, Warrick gets up and backs away. Nick doesn't know what's going on and freaks out so Grissom gets on top of the Coffin and calms him down, he explains the plan and makes Nick promise not to sit up when they take the coffin door off. They hook a rope to Nick's blet and on three pull him out as the dirt replaces him in the coffin. Nick is sent in the amulence, acompanied by Warrick and Catherine. Grissom tells Ecklie that he wants his guys back.
*Yay* that eppisode was amazing. I love it to death and I have major icons from it that I made.
made by me. :)
<3 I'm crazy.. love me..
Jess <3
I know things are never going to be perfect and complaining about shit won't make it go away but sometimes you just need to explode. Right now I that's really what I needed. Finally the May long weekend, I can just relax and hopfully get rid of some of this stress. I'll hang out with my friends and pretend like everything is okay, if the walls cave in them maybe I can just confess and tell them the truth about everything. Even if it hurts them as much as it hurts me.
Anyways, enough mopeing around, I need to talk about the biggest event.. ever*
CSI Finale!
It was soooooooooo thrilling! Just to say.. THANK GOD NICK LIVES! If he died, I would have died.
Just to sum up the eppiosde;
Nick is snached at a crime scene and wakes up in a coffin! He flips out (DUH, who wouldn't), a package is delieved to the Crime lab and it's a clip that allows them to view a webcam into Nick's casket. After two minutes the webcam will shut of and they will have to click "watch" again. Every time they click watch a larg light at the bottom of the coffin come on and when the light comes on the fan that pumps air to the coffin shuts off, giving Nick less and less time to live. The kidnapper wants one millin dollars or Nick dies so Catherine goes to her father to get it, aww. She gives it to Grissom and he delievers the money, but the man didn't have the money in mind at all. He blew himself up trying to bring Grissom along with him but thankfully didn't. Meanwhile, Nick figures out the fan/light situation and shoots out the light, Warrick thinks Nick shot himself until he reappears after crazking a glos stick, Warrick then understands the reasoning behind the sun. They start to investigate the building the man was using to communicate with them in and discover a plexy-glass coffin, like the one used to bury Nick, with a dog inside. They birng it to the lab to try and understand every square inch of it. Brass and Sara meet with the kidnappers daughter who is serving time, they son discover the motive was get a CSI to follow the evidence and then kill him (bringing as many CSIs down as possible) just being that's what they do "follow the evidence". The glass starts to break in Nick's coffin and red arts get in at Nick and start to eat him alive. Grissom freezes a picture and looks up about the insects and narrow Nick's destination down to a Nursery. After meeting with the kidnappers daughter Sara knows the Nursey is one that she used to own, (she used to study and plant plants), and the whole CSI team heads there. With only minutes left Catherine picks up on the webcam signal and follows it to the site. They begin to dig Nick up when the alarm to alert them when the battery for the fan supplying Nick with air will run out. When Nick notices the fan going out he reachs for the gun and puts it to his throat, trying to work up the currage to pull the tirgger. Warrick lits the coffin top and clears away the dirt. Nick puts the gun down and cries with joy. Greg kills all the ants and before takin the lid off Catheirne gets a call from Hodges, there are live explosives under Nick and if he is taken out they will blow everyone up. Catherine screams and tells everyone to get away from Nick. Everyone backs away but Warrick who says he won't leave without Nick. Grissom gets an idea to replace Nick's body with dirt and pull him up to delay the explosion, Warrick gets up and backs away. Nick doesn't know what's going on and freaks out so Grissom gets on top of the Coffin and calms him down, he explains the plan and makes Nick promise not to sit up when they take the coffin door off. They hook a rope to Nick's blet and on three pull him out as the dirt replaces him in the coffin. Nick is sent in the amulence, acompanied by Warrick and Catherine. Grissom tells Ecklie that he wants his guys back.
*Yay* that eppisode was amazing. I love it to death and I have major icons from it that I made.
made by me. :)
<3 I'm crazy.. love me..
Jess <3