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[laughatromance_]

I hate how the people closest to you can make you feel like such crap. I feel like everything is my fault. I went from being someone no one cared about to the person to blame for everything. Jesus, how can I feel alright when my bestfriends treat me like dirt. Some one likes me, it's my fault. I flirt too much, I am not alowd to JOKE with my friends, that's flirting and I don't know it. Tomorrow I wouldn't say a word. Not a word. I bet i'll get blamed for it being too quiet or some shit like that. I'm a bitch I get it, I steal everything for everyone becuase apperently I am just so pretty apperently. And apperenly it's my fault that people like me, I didn't know it was a crime. And now my best friends have more feelings then I, they take everything harder then me, what am I, a fucking robot? I am so sick and tired of holding on to all this anger and pain when I should just shout it back in my their faces.

Oh right, they already think I am a bitch as it is.
ღJess