LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM THAT I LIVED IN A SPEAKER BOX!!!!

Nov 12, 2004 21:43

Went to this thing at SEM tonight. ITS A FRICKIN MACHINE! GRANDE!. it was fun. colin was there with angela and carlee drove and tessa came too. shes cute. I'm so glad i started hanging out with her. I feel like i can really realte to her and leik talk about mad stuff. this commercial came on in the car and it was leik "last night i had a dream that i lived in a speaker boxx!!!" bahahaha ohh it was a good good laugh.

i guess i kinda feel leik my best friend doesnt really..need me anymore? if thats even what i;m trying to say. Shes really caught up in this whole boyfriend thing..which i knew she would be and i knew this would happen. I'm not really mad and i dont think shes exactly doing it on purpose. I just think its kind of annoying when leik i go to talk to her and shes looking over my shoulder to see if hes coming down the hall..eventually i'm leik um ok bye? shes not doing her school work or anything that she should be doing. i'm worried. really worried. and i dont know what to do

"look for the girl with the broken smile.ask her if she wants to stay a while"

It upsets me when hes upset. and it bothers me that she doesnt treat him the way i think he should be treated. he went home upset and i knew he was upset. i wish i could make him feel better instantly the way he does when i;m upset but i cant and i dont know why and i feel horrible about it. i jsut want him to be happy.... i'd do anything in my power just because i feel that he deserves it more then anyone.

yeah i'm gonna go look up some song lyrics and get some more coffee
Love Jodester
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