My heart is in a million places....
wow. so def havent updated since the end of last month ..damn. i dont even know whats been going on. i dont have a sn ..so now i have to use the family one to do my shit..or make up a new one, but i dont know any of my buddies so that'd be kinda pointless.
ok well the long weekend. Anna's birthday was saturday night..Me, cassie, ellen, anna, matt and joe all went midnight bowling it was mad fun but i've been sick for the past week and felt sick for most of the nigth and had to lay down before we left. Went to cassies house for most of the day prior to bowling..that was fun .. i've never really hung out with her just me and her but i love her so much more. i feel leik i can relate to her really well. Um sunday Brandon picked me up from annas and we went shopping for Morgans presents, came hoem took a shower Colin picked me up and we went to lasertron for Morgz birthday. I thought it was going to be weird but the boys included me the whole night and made it really fun and on the ride hoem we went to Tim Hortons and then i jsut came home because i was dead tired.
So the new boy. Anthony. hes such a sweetheart. funny. cute..not hott but i;m not complaining. I dunno he told Toni that he really likes me. I figured that yes: i need a new boy to get over the old ones and thats great. At first when he didnt call i really didnt care and didnt think twice about it. Lately i find myself thinking about him more and wondering what hes up to and stuff. When we hang out he makes me feel leik a princess and i love that but honestly i;m so scared of a relationship and of liking him too much to the point where i get hurt..again. i dunno what to do. I wouldnt say i'm leading him on becasue i do leik him at this point. i guess i just want to take it slow and forget about the other guys. sigh. i'm confused.
yeah i have to go tanning i havent been in so long its rediculous.
xoxoxoxooxoxoo Jodester
ok well the long weekend. Anna's birthday was saturday night..Me, cassie, ellen, anna, matt and joe all went midnight bowling it was mad fun but i've been sick for the past week and felt sick for most of the nigth and had to lay down before we left. Went to cassies house for most of the day prior to bowling..that was fun .. i've never really hung out with her just me and her but i love her so much more. i feel leik i can relate to her really well. Um sunday Brandon picked me up from annas and we went shopping for Morgans presents, came hoem took a shower Colin picked me up and we went to lasertron for Morgz birthday. I thought it was going to be weird but the boys included me the whole night and made it really fun and on the ride hoem we went to Tim Hortons and then i jsut came home because i was dead tired.
So the new boy. Anthony. hes such a sweetheart. funny. cute..not hott but i;m not complaining. I dunno he told Toni that he really likes me. I figured that yes: i need a new boy to get over the old ones and thats great. At first when he didnt call i really didnt care and didnt think twice about it. Lately i find myself thinking about him more and wondering what hes up to and stuff. When we hang out he makes me feel leik a princess and i love that but honestly i;m so scared of a relationship and of liking him too much to the point where i get hurt..again. i dunno what to do. I wouldnt say i'm leading him on becasue i do leik him at this point. i guess i just want to take it slow and forget about the other guys. sigh. i'm confused.
yeah i have to go tanning i havent been in so long its rediculous.
xoxoxoxooxoxoo Jodester