i. hate. you.
I dont feel bad hating them anymore. not after tonight.
WEll apparently....i'm not allowed to drive. ok. we know this. UMM just learned today that i;m not allowed to drive around with my friends whose parents are actually in the right state of mind to let them drive either. WOW WHAT THE FUCK!..leik really they treat me liek i'm 3. I think they treat T.J. more mature than me.
she just came in here yellin at me becuase she turned the computer off and i turned it back on. "YOU FUCKIN WALK AROUND HERE LEIK YOU OWN THE PLACE. LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING MISSY. YOU OWN SHIT!".."MOM I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG WHY ARE YOU FREAKING OUT I GO ON HERE EVERYNIGHT" "I DONT CARE I'M GETTING SICK OF YOUR SHIT!".... i dont get it. i dont know what to do. i dont know what i ever did that she always just has that tone with me even when i ask a simple question...theres always that evil stare and that big ::sigh:: before i get an answer that isnt exactly what you call pleasant.
I thought i might be able to sit my dad down earlier and leik ..just talk to him about shit. seeing that i can usually relate with him in a more normal way. ..no. i thought wrong. lately he hasnt been helping me out. just agreeing with her and joining in on the "Scream at Jody fest." ...i was talking in a perfectly normal voice and i was leik dad..."WHAT!?!?!" i dont get why you really cant see that i;m a junior in high school and you treat me leik i;m five " YOUR NOT DRIVING YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING AND I TOLD YOU I DONT LEIK YOU DRIVING AROUND WITH YOUR LITTLE FIRIENDS" .."dad no ones parents really drive them anywhere anymore..leik seriously people want their kids to drive i dont understand why you dont even want me to at least start to learn and let me get my [ermit" ...." I SAID NO. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING. YOUR FRIENDS PARENTS ARE ASSHOLES...." ...there was probably more before i went into my room.
i dont know what to do and i cant take it. I dont get it. I could be such a bad kid and their not seeing that at all. great. ok i;m going to bed...at 10:00 with no physics lab done. fabulous. i want to be an orphan.
WEll apparently....i'm not allowed to drive. ok. we know this. UMM just learned today that i;m not allowed to drive around with my friends whose parents are actually in the right state of mind to let them drive either. WOW WHAT THE FUCK!..leik really they treat me liek i'm 3. I think they treat T.J. more mature than me.
she just came in here yellin at me becuase she turned the computer off and i turned it back on. "YOU FUCKIN WALK AROUND HERE LEIK YOU OWN THE PLACE. LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING MISSY. YOU OWN SHIT!".."MOM I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG WHY ARE YOU FREAKING OUT I GO ON HERE EVERYNIGHT" "I DONT CARE I'M GETTING SICK OF YOUR SHIT!".... i dont get it. i dont know what to do. i dont know what i ever did that she always just has that tone with me even when i ask a simple question...theres always that evil stare and that big ::sigh:: before i get an answer that isnt exactly what you call pleasant.
I thought i might be able to sit my dad down earlier and leik ..just talk to him about shit. seeing that i can usually relate with him in a more normal way. ..no. i thought wrong. lately he hasnt been helping me out. just agreeing with her and joining in on the "Scream at Jody fest." ...i was talking in a perfectly normal voice and i was leik dad..."WHAT!?!?!" i dont get why you really cant see that i;m a junior in high school and you treat me leik i;m five " YOUR NOT DRIVING YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING AND I TOLD YOU I DONT LEIK YOU DRIVING AROUND WITH YOUR LITTLE FIRIENDS" .."dad no ones parents really drive them anywhere anymore..leik seriously people want their kids to drive i dont understand why you dont even want me to at least start to learn and let me get my [ermit" ...." I SAID NO. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING. YOUR FRIENDS PARENTS ARE ASSHOLES...." ...there was probably more before i went into my room.
i dont know what to do and i cant take it. I dont get it. I could be such a bad kid and their not seeing that at all. great. ok i;m going to bed...at 10:00 with no physics lab done. fabulous. i want to be an orphan.